My posts have been even more infrequent than I anticipated. It’s been a rough couple of weeks. We’re still recovering from the loss of Zephyr. So much of her is still around us and I still have days where I look for her sleepy spot on the couch. It’s very hard.
I also had to pick up her ashes from the vet on Saturday. I was a little worried about what I would be picking up. Do they give her to me in a bag? A zip-loc? An urn? Will everyone know that I’m walking down the street carrying my dead dog’s ashes?
It turns out that she was in a discreet brown handled bag. Inside was a nice card from the cremators, a couple in Guelph who handled her with the utmost respect and dignity. That’s what the card said and I believed it. Inside the bag was a paper box. Inside the paper box was a nicely stained wooden box with a lid. Inside the wooden box was a heavy golden bag which was knotted and tied with a golden twist tie. And inside that was, what I suppose, was Zephyr.
As I walked down the street with her, I was amazed at how heavy the bag was. The poor thing never felt that heavy in her last days. It felt as heavy as my heart.
I cried a lot on Saturday and Sunday. I know that there are people reading this that think that I’m crazy or over emotional. And that’s OK. But I know that Zephyr will always be part of our memories and she is worth every tear.
On a very happy note, we have decided to get a puppy. Last month, when we realized that Zephyr was terminally ill, we started talking to breeders about getting another dog. We met with a breeder who is recommended by the Vizsla Society of Ontario, the CKC and the Vizsla Society of Canada. They are wonderful breeders and a super family. The pups have been raised with lots of little people around. As well, their adult dogs were all that we love about the breed. We fell in love with the bunch.
We’re getting our puppy this Thursday. Jack and I will be picking her up by ourselves because James is still in Melbourne. We can hardly wait. She is nine weeks old. She is absolutely adorable.
I have the crate ready. The food. The toys. The treats. The blankets. And the love. Jack has been drawing pictures of her.
So we begin a new chapter in our lives. A new furry, red bundle of crazy is coming home.
By the way, her name is Ruby.